One thing I’ve noticed about myself since being back in Sudbury is how unproductive I am. Because there isn’t really all that much to produce now that I am on disability other than taking care of myself and how much I generally feel unproductive. Or maybe it’s the feeling of accomplishment that I am missing. Even though I’ve learned to measure my productivity in new ways, I do still have a busy day like today was from time to time which totally brings those memories come rushing back.
It’s days like this that I miss so much.