Today is Aril 15th, which means that tomorrow I will be 2 months away from turning the mythical halfway point of my life. It's interesting as I sit here thinking about my life .
When I do think about what I had and what I have today, I have a major problem finding anything to be happy about. I Mean, don't get me wrong, I know that I had successfully achieved all of the goals I had set myself when I was younger.
And so when things started going bad in my marriage, instead of trying to fix things with the most beautiful women I've ever met, I decided to throw it all away.
I will forever hate myself for that.